It wasn't as bad as I thought on the night. I think the fact that the funeral for Carola had happened the previous day(the same day I blogged) had helped move people on in their greiving process. The leader of the healing rooms really helped by emphasizing his belief of were Carola was now and that she was a warrior leaving the battle. I did feel I was worshiping into a void at times and whilst normally, I would try to pick up were people were at, it was definitley about me leading and being confident that God was doing His bit in the hearts of those present. That week I was particularly tired so for me and more so for others it was a sacrifice of worship. I suggested some times we need to choose to worship rather than wait until we feel like it!!
It's not something I would look forward to doing again but if called.....................
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