faith is nonesense!!

It seems like I am going thru a nonesense faze!!

I've just been hoking around a few blog sites and found myself getting ,frustrated,angry,confused,dismayed,fascinated and bewildered all at the same time. I wonder where God is some times and just how He reveals Himself and how He chooses to whom He reveals Himself. There are so many seekers out there who just want to grasp hold of Him yet seem to reason their way into some philosophical cul-de-sac were God becomes god (g-d even) and some idea 'out there' and were church history and the journey of christian belief seems to be written off with a few quotes from Nietzsche or Sartre. I get angry at God because He's not explained Himself well enough!? angry at the church because they don't seem to engage very well with those who like the intellectual stimuli and angry at myself cos I can't articulate this faith I have in a God who desired to create a world were people have the choice to have a relationship with Him or not. Were all my experience seems to say He loves me, yet all their academic arguments seem to conclude, prove it!!
It all must come down to a revelation.
I've been listening to Snow Patrol and worshiping/praying
'Give them a chance to hold on
Give them something to hold on to oo hoo
Its so clear now that You are all that I have
I have no fear cos You are all that I have'
To sort of quote Brian Houston(Rollercoaster - You Are Mystical - the talki bit at the end) 'we just complicate things were all God wants is to have a relationship with us.
Today I have felt so burdened to pray for those who talk themselves into a non/un belief who find it so difficult to make that leap of faith, to put their faith in a Heavenly Father who sacrificed His only Son to show us He loves us unconditionally which makes no sense at all to me but then when did undeserved love make any sense!
I pray for more revelation of all this.